After a giving myself a few days to think of the subject, I've decided to write people off once and for all. I'm so fucking fed up with this place and nearly every single cunt that lives here. Sure, chances are somewhere else isn't going to be better, but I'm fucking done with you people. Whatever happened to honesty? Whatever happened to common fucking decency? There are a lot of people I have added on here or my phone or something, that I have either never talked to, or talk to once in a blue moon, maybe. And all of those people, and more, are fucking gone. If you think you can change my mind, then you're fucking stupider than I thought. I'm tired of people playing this image of the nice, caring person everyone wishes they were. Is there even a point in pretending to be someone's friend? Or pretending to care about someone when you don't really give a fuck? Do you think without your pseudo friendship that person would give up and die? You're not that special, you barbie doll fuck. There's a major difference in being kind and polite and pretending to be someone's friend. I'm sick of these chicks coming to me bitching about how guys treat them like shit and they can't find a good guy, then they turn around and date another jackass just like the last one. It'd just be cool if there was a girl who had respect for herself, wasn't full of meaningless lies, and who would look past the pretty boy bullshit and give a guy who is willing to actually care for them a chance. But that never happens, because chicks are too fucking caught up in themselves. Self fucking pity. All of that "I'm ugly" "I'm fat" "Guys don't like me" "I can't find a good guy" bullshit. Get the fuck over yourself, cunt. Guys like me would rather play their dicks for the rest of their lives than be with a melodramatic fuck like yourself. Think I'm kidding? Give it a shot. You're so full of shit that not even you know what you want anymore. You're so used to being treated like shit that you cry saying "I can't do better, every guy will treat me like shit!", well, yeah, they will....if you keep dating the same fucking douchebags. You find me a girl who can look me in the eye and tell me that all they want out of a relationship is to be happy. To be able to trust each other without worrying themselves sick and fighting like fucking highschool pussies every day. To be able to care for someone, and be cared for in return. To honestly want all of that, to be willing to give it a chance. I don't care who she is. I'd be with her in a heart beat. But that girl either doesn't exist or is too afraid of being happy. I don't go around looking for girlfriends. I talk to a lot of chicks, but most of which are as interesting as a pile of sticks. Doesn't mean I'm a man whore or whatever. I'm picky. Not picky about looks or popularity or money or anything like that. Picky about personality. And when I like a chick, I go for it. Even if there is no hope, Imma go for it. I don't care if she decides to be with me or not, at least I tried. If she would rather go with some cockfuck douchebag, then that's her choice. I am tired of putting up with people's shit. That's it. The people I care about has been narrowed way down. If we barely talked, or never talked, or anything, then consider yourself wrote the fuck off. You're a waste of my time. I've got a few good friends, and a lot of which are from the fucking internet. I've met people on the internet (pwned.com) that I trust more and care about more than the people I know in real life and have for years. Because they seem way more real to me. Once I get off papers, I'm the fuck out of here. I don't know where to, but I'm pretty confident that I have a few friends from pwned who would take me in until I get on my feet wherever they live. I don't care if this seems whiny or bitchy or emo or whatever you fucks want to consider it, all this is, is me confronting you pricks about how sick of your shit I am. I'm not unhappy with where I am in life. Sure, I wish I had a good girlfriend to care about, but other than that, I'm fucking set. Those of you I want to stay in contact with know who you are. There's only so much shit someone can take before fucking exploding, and I've reached my limit. Take your lies, take your memories, take your life, and move the fuck on. Go waste someone elses time pretending you give a damn just so you can make yourself feel better. I've tried being nice, even to those of you I know are about as true as the fact that red is green. But it's pointless anymore. I'm gonna live my life for me, do what I want, when I want, how I want. And I'll make mistakes along the way, that's a given. But I won't give up. I'll keep my head up and keep moving forward. Not letting you mother fuckers hold me back. I'm doing this for me. I'm starting over for me. This is a new beginning. And I can tell it's going to be a fuck of a lot better than what I've got going now. Live in the present, remember the past, and fear not the future, for it doesn't exist and never shall.

With that, I end this ridiculously long note. If you intend to comment on how "emo" or "whiny" or "bitchy" I'm being, than chances are, you're one of those cunts I'm writing off, so your opinion means shit.

I don't need your pity, I don't need your bullshit lies, and I don't want your opinions on the faults of my life. You can talk all you want, but I won't hear a word you say, cause I'm an unforgiving prick, and I'm just living the bastards way.