http://pwned.com/oxytocin/blogs/ Pwned.com - Oxytocin's Blog Feed en-us http://pwned.com/showblog/3512/oxytocin/Neil-wants-my-dick/ just thought you should know...I'm gay for Neil, and he wants my dick. http://pwned.com/showblog/3512/oxytocin/Neil-wants-my-dick/ http://pwned.com/showblog/3437/oxytocin/This-lack-of-gaming-is-killing-me---/ PWNED.COM!! I miss you so much.nbsp; I know, it's been ages since I've been very active with the site. There have been very many stressful things going on in my life that prevented me from having much leisure time. Even now, I'm struggling to stay awake - I've decided to get off my prescription medication. But I didn't come here to moan about that, or anything else. I basically just wanted to let everybody know that I'm still thinking about them. I feel like such a jerk sometimes, having lost touch with so many wonderful people. Especially at a time in my life when I need people the most. I feel very much alone here at college... ...but yes, I do have Neil, and he does make things a lot easier. a LOT easier. Especially when he sends me treats from England =P But regardless, it's all still a lot for me to handle. I got a single room, which helps because I can focus and get my work http://pwned.com/showblog/3437/oxytocin/This-lack-of-gaming-is-killing-me---/ http://pwned.com/showblog/3268/oxytocin/Sexists-Still-Exist-/ nbsp;nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; It's just recently been brought to my attention that Sexism DOES still exist today. I always knew it was kind of floating around, but I've never had an encounter with someone who was so intensely sexist...until last night. I anwersed the phone while I was working last night, went through the whole embarassing intro of "Hi this is Gamestop where we buy and sell used games my name is Taylor how may I help you?" There was a grunt from the other end of the line, and then the man spoke. "Could you go get a guy who knows something about games? I mean...you don't know anything about games, right?" Straight away, just becuase I was a girl, he automatically assumed that I couldn't help him. I assured the guy that I knew plenty about games. Next he said "Darksector." I asked him for what system, and he said "PS3". I automatically assumed that he wanted to know whether or not w http://pwned.com/showblog/3268/oxytocin/Sexists-Still-Exist-/ http://pwned.com/showblog/3069/oxytocin/I-ve-been-so-distant/ nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; Lately it feels like I've become so distant from everyone, in RL and on the interwebz. It's really been making me feel bad that I've not been talking to anyone as much as I used to, but this is the price I have to pay for getting two summer jobs. When I'm not working, I'm typically near my computer, but have hardly any energy to talk. It'll get better soon...and once I go back to school, I'll be on AIM a lot more (a.k.a. during my classes). I've actually been working at a gamestop about 25 minutes from my house, and it's seriously amazing. It's probably not what you think though. We don't sit around and play games all day...matter of fact, we don't play games at all. It's a lot of work, and gutting games. I've been getting really fed up with the people who come in and bitch at me about how little money they're getting back for their trade-ins, but come on!! I assume most http://pwned.com/showblog/3069/oxytocin/I-ve-been-so-distant/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2749/oxytocin/MY-GAMERTAG/ OKAY so i FINALLY got my XBOX360 Gamertag =D I know loads of you were asking me about it, so... its PWND Oxytocin nbsp; so ^.^ add me if you wish. http://pwned.com/showblog/2749/oxytocin/MY-GAMERTAG/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2709/oxytocin/For-Jonnie-Vegas/ I heard the news, Dennis. I know, we only had a brief encounter in the Shoutbox, but nevertheless, you were someone I knew and planned on getting to know. I've been looking all over your profile, searching for any clues as to who you were. You're still quite the mystery to me. To be honest, I feel weird about this whole thing. It's like I had a place in my life sectioned out for you, a blank page to be filled. Now that...I don't want to say it...but now that you're gone, it feels like there will always be this unfulfilled space inside of me. One of my biggest fears is not knowing things. It's very possible that I'm destroying myself because I didn't know you, and now I'll never get the chance to. I can barely even remember what few words we shared...and it's driving me crazy. Your situation has opened my eyes/shell shocked me in such a weird way. True, I've neve been one to take people f http://pwned.com/showblog/2709/oxytocin/For-Jonnie-Vegas/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2571/oxytocin/A-game-I-coded-in-C----/ nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; Okay...so after being awake for 27 hours straight, I've FINALLY got my final project done for my Visual Programming class. Decided I'd post the link up so you could download and have a look for yourself ^^. nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; DISCLAIMER: it's only a very very VERY basic outline of what I actually plan to do with the whole concept of the game....this is just all I've had time to come up with. nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; It's titled "CTRL-ALT-DEL"...so far the purpose is to "ban" the trollers coming into your site by shooting them. There's no difficulty level at the moment...the project just generates a random number of enemies to appear and move around the screen. You get double ammo for every enemynbsp; - so if it says there are a total of 5 enemies, you'll get 10 bullets. nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; I plan to add ALL SORTS of options, styles, and modes of gameplay as well. I mean, at the moment http://pwned.com/showblog/2571/oxytocin/A-game-I-coded-in-C----/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2475/oxytocin/Watch-me-get-90--in-Guitar-Hero-2/ nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; http://pwned.com/showblog/2475/oxytocin/Watch-me-get-90--in-Guitar-Hero-2/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2426/oxytocin/I-really-need-your-help/ Okay guys...this is serious ^^. I have about tow weeks left of class, and I've got to make a final project for my programming course. We're using the language C#, so it's all OOP. We don't have any rules or criteria except that it has to be "worthy" of a semester of learning. I've got all the chapters we've covered, and a brief description of each so you can see what I'm working with. Does anybody have any ideas for me? I'm terrible at coming up with things...anything you'd like to see/have for yourself? Games are typically the way to go with this project...but anything else will do. I'll let you know if I decide to use your idea lt;3 Chapter 1, ldquo;Introduction to Programming and Visual C# 2005,rdquo; introduces Microsoftrsquo;s Visual Studio integrated development environment (IDE). The single environment is used for multiple languages. A step-by-step program gets students i http://pwned.com/showblog/2426/oxytocin/I-really-need-your-help/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2346/oxytocin/Exposing-Myself---Video-Style/ nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; http://pwned.com/showblog/2346/oxytocin/Exposing-Myself---Video-Style/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2261/oxytocin/Behind-the-Tattoo---/ nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; I belive that behind every tattoo, there has to be a reason (or at least a good story). My koi fish was not chosen for show; although the design was the reason I chose that particular koi fish. One reason (but not the main reason) I chose the koi is because it is strongly connected to the Japanese culture, which I have been interested in since I was a little girl. nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; Now for the good stuff: In Japan, there is a story of the koi fish's journey upstream(much like that of the salmon). This upstream battle represents a struggle. When the koi fish reaches the top, it turns into a dragon, which represents success. nbsp;nbsp;nbsp; I got this tattoo as a reminder - a reminder to never give up and that I can do or be whatever I want, as long as I dedicate myself. Sure, it's not always going to be easy. More often than not, it's going to be really tough. But as http://pwned.com/showblog/2261/oxytocin/Behind-the-Tattoo---/ http://pwned.com/showblog/2254/oxytocin/Today-is-Unlucky-Lookup-Day-/ I swear today started out as just a very unlucky day. First, nei1337 takes a terrible fall this morning. *hugs nei1337* Then, I somehow manage to shut off my alarm this morning WHILE I WAS STILL ASLEEP! That, or I slept through it. I woke up about forty minutes after my alarm; I had to literally JUMP out of bed, grab my stuff, and go to class. I manged to get there half an hour late. Good thing it was only lab for Programming. My Professor doesn't take attendance on Tuesdays/Thursdays. They're meant for us to work on our assignments. If we have none, we don't have to go. I DID have an assignment, and it was really tough. And I didn't think I would finish it. I didn't...BUT my teacher changed the due date to Thursday! After class, I realized, "Oh, yayz. My debit card came today!" So i try to sign up for my long awaited "Something Awful" account. And my damn debit card wasn't http://pwned.com/showblog/2254/oxytocin/Today-is-Unlucky-Lookup-Day-/