miss chu

*pokes you*

dude. i beat kasey. thank you. ahahahaa but then i had an epic fail and pulled something.

man dennis, it's so weird not having you around anymore :- I hope you know you were my favorite. you and your rediculous fucking shoes :) I hope your moonwalking up there in heaven :) love you bro!

happy late birthday...figured to give you a little hello, even if it is a few days later.

...makes the feelings last longer <3

happy b-day man hope your being your crazy self where eva you are man!!!! <3

happy birthday dennis.

i hope you are keeping well.

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birthday tomorrow <3 Harrison is having a party for you i belive <3

RIP, man.

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i heard the news man, i hope your doing well in heaven, have a good time there, sooner or later evryone on earth will be there too.

Whats up Bby boi so your funeral was amazing we were all there and they had a good selection of music playing. They even played fucking Odd Project and harrison and I smiled and we laughed. Only cause u wanted me to burn that cd for you and you had been asking for weeks sorry I couldnt get it to you but some people looked confused when it went on. It was amazing. But yea remember we wont ever speak of this odd project thing again ;) guilty pleasure hunh? ok well I love you and it went well. We saw you and we all knew it wasnt you ya know what I mean? And Ron and I put the pictures we gave you when you got back from china in the frames in your coffin. It was rad but mine couldnt fit so I had to like lean it on your arm sorry lol. But yea it was so nice and you would have loved it well you were probably watching so you know how it went. Your brother gave a reaaally good speech. When we were at the cemetary someone had hello kitty baloons on there grave and I wanted to take them ahahahaha lol I know its bad. I didn't though. People put flowers on ur casket but I didnt cause I put some nice things inside :) and I felt weird doing that like very.... emo ish or something I dunno. There is a note in the back of the picture frame that I put it so I hope you don't over look it. I talked to your mom and I gave her a hug and I told her, " Thank you for giving him to us." And you could just hear her breath like stop it was sweet and she cried and I dunno. We had a party at ur house or ur mom did and we all ate a lot and talked about a lot and smoked a lot of cigarettes and had fun. When I left your mom said I could come back anytime that your room would be there if I wanted to I dunno it was weird cause she said I could like come over and go in ur room? I dunno it was a nice gesture though I just don't think she knew what to say or like I dunno. Anywho I love you very much and I will miss you so very much. Watch over us down here <3



keep it krispy dennis <3

Dennis, I miss you.

I suppose the trip to Hanzhong will have to wait. You're in a better place now...and you'll be greatly missed. But there's no looking back, keep moving on and get to where you're going.



I'll miss ya Dennis. I'm honored to have known you.

I'm trying to hold it together for you.

I just heard the news.

In your honor, I'm listening to "Carry On My Wayward Son".

It's got a good message...and you can never fail with the Guitar Hero II OST.

...I fail at not crying. I tried.



Jonnie Vegas A.K.A. Dennis, may you R.I.P.

My thoughts go out to you tonight.



"Carry on, you will always remember

Carry on, nothing equals the splendor

Now your life's no longer empty

But surely heaven waits for you



Carry on my wayward son

There'll be peace when you are done

Lay your weary head to rest

Don't you cry (don't you cry no more)"

i can't stop thinking about this, about your situation. fuck, i'm not even strong enough to actually SAY the words. and it's odd, because we really didn't talk. we had an encounter in the SB one night, and then we added each other. to be honest, i think what's getting at me is that i never really figured out what you thought of me. i can barely even remember what our conversation was about - part of me remembers you giving me a hard time(not in a bad way, just fooling around)...i wish i could remember. this is affecting me far more than i ever thought it would.

i can't even imagine how those who knew you better are feeling.

all i know is that...when...fuck i can't even say it. but when i hear news...i know i'm going to break down. i'll just cry. my mind doesn't know how to cope with emotions, let alone one of this intensity.



but if you're somewhere reading this...i'm using all the power i have inside me in the hopes that you find yourself somewhere better than earth. and i hope they have internet too.

I loved you man, you were one of the greats here. You'll be greatly missed. :(

Hey man. We'll all miss you greatly. You were always one of the coolest members on here. and one of the originals too! you'll truly and forever be missed.



PS. I'll always remember our guitar talks!

Dennis, I only ran into you once, as far as I'm aware, but I'm certain that you are in a position to see my genuine empathy for the people you left behind.







Sorry for the brevity of it, and for it robbing you of the ability to say goodbye to your loved ones. You deserved more years and for that I feel sorrow on your behalf.

I am sad that I will never get to know you but from the reaction that pwned has had in your passing I have to say that I wish I could have gotten to know you or at least talk to you.



You seem to have been such a great person to have such an effect on so many people and you will be missed greatly.

I'm gonna miss you buddy. We all are. You've been such a kickass friend and an amazing person and it hurts to see you go.



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ima miss you man, you were a crazy fun person to talk to i hope you stay that way wherever you end up <3

dude your making it on the front page of pwned for my blog thing. >_<





hope your happy lol

I will miss you man! your the best

Love you dude. Hope at some point whether on earth or in the afterlife you see all the love your friend's got for ya. Too bad we didn't chat more towards this tragic event, but know I never forgot you here on pwned. Mad love man, mad love. Wish I could hear you giving me shit for Asian girls one more time.