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You don't need me, will never do. You shouldn't care about me, I will just destroy you.

JUST ANOTHER LOSER...

The illusion of life has a terrible and gruesome effect on the illusion of me, using encyclopaedias to understand the life I'm living, to understand the reason I stand upon my bare foot on the cold ground of our darkness we called earth... And others rise to see me fall, and other rise to contest my will, and others rise to make me fall, but all fail, the concrete heart inside of me keeps me standing up in black hole we call home, it's fundamental to my design, to the design of I. What more can I say then I care for you, love isn't something in me, I can care, the heart of flesh and blood that helped me love must have disappeared in the ashes of relationships... Together with a big chunk of my happiness... I'm in pursuit of a new dream to live up to, in pursuit of a new life to lead, in pursuit of an end for this all. It's not that I consider killing myself, I just want a new life. A replay, so I can relive the precious moments and ward the bad. I'm not old, haven't seen the world, don't know the greatest sorrow, hell, I don't want to... I just want that for once in my life my concrete heart turns back into it's original form.

For I only have the illusion of feeling, the illusion of love, the illusion of anger. I can't really feel all of this.
I can fake laughter, fake sorrow, fake love, fake everything, and all it will do is bring medusa closer to my heart. Is there a way to enjoy feeling in real life? A solution that would make an illusion go away, disappear in a void. In a wormhole...

I just want to be free...

There is no such revelation, such solution, so I can just make it less hard for me, Alcohol, drugs, Extreme sports, It al works short term, but what I seek is just...

Salvation of the mandatory dark and heavy life...

Rest in Peace my most loyal friend, rest in peace my only friend, may I ever see you again, heaven, hell or abyss, I hope I see you again. Because you are the one I keep thinking about, Because you are the one who took my function to care, love, hate and all other emotions with you at your death...

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The Badger's Sister said at 01/28/2008 7:48pm:

happy eco-week!

hug a tree.

The Badger's Sister said at 01/28/2008 10:33am:

"You're a lovely girl cutie and so on, but you are killing it with booze and drugs. What are you trying to accomplish by par-taying so hard?"

It's from http://www.1337.com/forums/446712-post14.html

:|

The Badger's Sister said at 01/27/2008 3:23pm:

I'm not drunk! I don't know why you think I am constantly, well, besides the fact that I joke about being drunk when I'm really not. I also did not appreciate you calling me a drug user on the boards. I'm not. I will occasionally take ONE hit with my friends, but it definitely happens less than once every two or three weeks.

TYVM.

However, yesterday I was shit-faced and stoned both... I HAD A ROUGH DAY, MMMMMMMMMMMKAAAY?

The Badger's Sister said at 01/23/2008 10:28am:

BUT I AM!!!

The Badger's Sister said at 01/23/2008 8:17am:

Do you think I'm crazy?

The Badger's Sister said at 01/14/2008 8:43am:

WOT STAIRCASE?!

The Badger's Sister said at 01/12/2008 9:43am:

you blink like it's your job.

The Badger's Sister said at 12/21/2007 3:48pm:

thanks for pics :D

Evil Kimberly said at 12/19/2007 4:21pm:

Don't listen to Fallacy. I like your bio...

The Badger's Sister said at 12/18/2007 12:09am:

i didn't mail the cards today because i forgot to buy them... and then when i remembered, the post office was closed D:

The Badger's Sister said at 12/17/2007 10:18pm:

Haha, you're cute.
Well. I might be able to play non vac servers but right now im using a steamless version of cs because someone thought it would be funny to hack on my account and get it banned =/.

wait.... no...